Amanecer nublado.

…..Habia una pared, y otra. Corrí hacia el camino y había otra…  Mire al cielo y pude ver unos animales cuellilargos y rosados volando. Mire arriba, adelante, detras y de repente, en el suelo había una tarjeta.  “La llave para salir, la tienes dentro de ti”. Con las tripas revueltas, lancé la tarjeta con el mensaje topico y banal al suelo. Entonces ví una salida y corrí desesperado hacia ella. Justo antes de salir sentí ese sentimiento de confusión que había tenido antes multiplicado por 7.  ¿Por qué por 7?

Yo no lo sabía. Pero sí sabía que aunque quisiera engañarme, no quería salir ahi fuera. Quería volver a entrar .

Y no para volver a entrar. Sino para perderse , confundirse y asombrarse 7 veces mas. Para entender el verdadero sentido de la vida 7 veces mas…

Una vez mas. Sois mis heroes.

:P

Hey peeeps!

I just wanted you to know that I am still alive somewhere in Long Island ^^. Coming back August 18th ^^. Hope everything’s going fine in Spain.

:3

It’s funny that now that I’m immersed in an English-speaking environment , I don’t feel like writing anything in English. I’m just writing to say I’m having a wonderful time here, and that coming here has been one of the best choices of my life, definitely.

I don’t know if I’ll update much, but I’ll try to do it ^^

:3

^^

Estoy vivo, feliz y acostumbrandome a esto.

“Unless you have suicidal tendencies, you shouldn’t pour HF on your skin”.

Where is my shamrock?

Hi people!

I’m alive, so don’t worry, apart from telling me I was part from the overbooking list and being about to kill every member of Iberia’s staff, I think that nothing else has happened.

First, I just wanted to tell you that I’ve fell in love into NY’s Skyline at night. I was driven around the city at night and it was AMAZING. Even though I had been awake since 8 am and it was 2:30 Am in Spain when I arrived , and the car trip around New York took 2 more hours, it was definitely worth it. I wouldn’t change it for anything.

Today, I’ve woken up pretty early (15:00 in Spain) thanks to my beloved friend “Mr Jet Lag” :D and after lunch I’ve bought a plug , since the ones I brought from Spain doesn’t seem to be working .

After so many unique and special moments I arrived in the dorms and, as I expected I had a kitchen shared with two other rooms but … with no pans, no pots , no THING. . So I will have to survive for one whole week with two individual bricks of milk and a box of cereal .  Ah yeah, and by the way, I can’t find my computer’s mouse .

I have the feeling that I’ve run out of luck.

(Not everything is so dramatic. Telling it this way makes it more interesting )

Cya! ^^

^__^

“I hope you can find there what we haven’t been able to give you here”

Thanks to you, I’ve already found what I had been looking for.

/hug

…

Have you ever wished you could go back in time just to say the perfect reply to that question you couldn’t answer?

It’s funny how perfect things go unnoticed until they aren’t perfect anymore, isn’t it?

Cya!

Bye :)

Hey! It’s been two months and a half with no update at all and after reading some blogs, I thought that I should update mine hehe. However, I’ve decided that I’m not going to use always the same structure in the posts , because I think it stresses me and keeps me from writing here more often.

What I am going to tell you today is basically about my mood lately. Feeling lost is one of the worst feelings ever, and it’s even worse when everyone says they do really care about how you are feeling and it isn’t true at all. When I looked into my family and friend’s  eyes I realised they just wanted to know whether I was angry with them or not. They didn’t care about what was happening to me, and they cared even less about how they could help me. This is why Î have been wanting to run away for my whole life: I have never wanted to get into the trouble of explaining them I am just blaming myself for asking too much of them.

I am always blamed for asking them to change, but it’s not about change, it’s about I just need to be looked after, just like I look after them…

I hate that I won’t be able to do it anymore. That’s why I will miss them so much… If I can’t take care of anyone, I can’t expect to be taken care of.

PS; Siento que mi ingles se vuelva mas y mas macarrónico por momentos. Espero que vuelva a mejorar cuando me vaya por ahi.

Secrets.

Secrets are an amazing thing. On the one hand, you feel that these secrets are the only things that make you different from the rest of the world, that make you special. However, on the other hand, having something you cannot share with anyone else requires of such a strength, that weak people feel like their soul is eroding. Choosing between keeping or exposing your secrets is not an easy choice, but either of the possibilites are equally painful. I’ll always be wondering : Did I make the right choice?

I’m sorry for starting this entry with this abstract relection, but I felt like to write something like this to remember everything that’s been going through my mind these days. I haven’t done much this week, basically going to class and trying to do some exercises, as every week. Well, here’s today’s update:

1. Something funny that has happened to you lately - I know I promised to think something to write here every single day, even if I wasn’t on the mood of doing it, but today is an special day. Even if something funny had happened, I wouldn’t want to write it down here
2. Tell us something expensive or unnecessary you want to buy – I don’t know how I haven’t thought about it until now, when it’s something that I have been wanting for ages: To have a flat of my own!! I want my own house!! Buy me one you bastards!
3. What have you learnt today? -”Even if I pretend I’m brave, I’m the most coward person in the world”
4. Today’s remarkable fact – “Secret.“
5. Something you don’t know about me – I don’t like prejudices. At all. (I think I’ve written this already. Too lazy to check though)
6. Today’s song – Believe – Yellowcard
8. Today’s quote -
   “Be strong believe”
9. Today’s pic :

^_^

Hey! I’m back! ^_^.  If I wanted, I could waste my time trying to find an excuse for not having written anything for so long, but, in fact, after the exams period I haven’t had much to do. I think the reason why I don’t write here anymore is that my life has been quite calm lately , so I don’t have much to share with you . Today, I’ve had a lot of time to think about everything that is – and will be – going on in my life, and I remembered I had to update this , so , here ’s my update . (This lines are a bit incoherent, aren’t they? haha)

1. Something funny that has happened to you lately - I wouldn’t say this is funny, but at least is strange enough to be told. Well, some years ago, I used to play an online game called Ragnarok Online. However, after some time, I found out some other things to do and I left the game. Some days ago, while browsing my cd’s , I found this game, and started to play again, convicing some of my uni friends to play along. Now we’re all addicted!! It’s freakingly amazing the time we can spend playing this hahahaha.
2. Tell us something expensive or unnecessary you want to buy – It’s not too expensive, but I would like to have every single book written by this man:I’m reading his book “After Dark” and it’s amazing. I admit I haven’t read much in my life, but this book is what I’ve been looking for >_<
3. What have you learnt today? -”Secrets are amazing things, they can turn your life upside down”
4. Today’s remarkable fact – “I’ve done nothing! I haven’t even gone to class “
5. Something you don’t know about me – I hate talent. I believe that everything can be achieved if you go for it. I’m probably wrong, but you’re not going to convince me that I am.
6. Today’s song – Broken rose – Anna Tsuchiya .
7. Today’s quote -
   “Me: Hey, that streetlamp is dancing . na na nananana nanana…. Sonia: O_O”
8. Today’s pic :They are my heroes.